i thought i was getting better...guess i just deceived myself....had 3 midsems this past week ending today....for a while i had sum control....i focused all my energy on my exams...n briefly d pain vanished....not completely....but it was a mere shadow of its true self...
n today my exams ended....i was alleviated....for a moment...n then...jst as d joy of finishing my exams was taking over....i felt it again....a stabbing pain...rite in my heart....or...wuts left of my heart anyway....jst pain...pure unadulterated pain....worse than the pain of death itself...
i dunno wut to do....it feels wrong that she shud bear the burden of losing a fren just cz i fell for her...i wish i cud talk to her again....go bk to d way things were....but sum how...sum where along the line...i jst forgot how to be jst a fren to her...i really dunno wut to do....
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About Me
- ananddave
- i am a walking contradiction... i drink like a fish,smoke like a chimney and party like a rockstar yet my grades show me to be a nerd... i m in d actuary class yet i m an outcast thats loves piercings and tattoos... i m a mommas boy yet i m d mommas boy that will knock u out if i have to, not d mommas boy that listens quietly n combs my hair neatly... i m a fucker and a jackass yet i m a nice guy... i m a grizzly bear on the outside yet i m a teddy bear on the inside... see...m i not a walking contradiction?
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