Uni?Holiday?

bloody hell...i noe i noe...i've been neglecting my poor poor blog....but its not out of choice...i jst havent had d bloody time...i mean lets face it...i din even have time to go to class let alone update my blog....yeah....u guessed it...aiesec has kept me dat busy....forever on d go...

i was on d go for so long dat finally my body told me it cant take it nemore....n decided to force me to slow down....how?it got itself sick...been down with sore throat n fever for a couple of days adi...today was d worst....couldnt even get out of bed...so jst lay in bed d whole day...recovering...

i missed a lot of my 1st 2 weeks of classes...n before i knew it...im stepping into the 4th week of uni...n guess wut??i've got a freaking TEST on wednesday....bloody hell...this sem...this year...its a whole different ball game man....

so d question is...will i b able to do it again?will i be able to pull of another miraculous 4.0 this sem?i hope so...i really do....cz i need jst 1 more 4.0 to get my CGPA to reach that ever elusive 4.0....praying really hard...really gotta up my game this sem....

guess that kinda screws up my chances at having a social life or even thinking abt getting or going after any girl this sem....ah well....there'll b time for that when i grad i suppose...xcept dats wut my sis used to tell herself as well...then she told me that it wasnt dat simple...aih....

yeah...i realized im rambling again...its a side effect of a mixutre of panadol,water and whisky...yeah...whisky....my dentist fren told me it works...so im trying it out..lol

Its Been Ages

n indeed it has...the 1st week of sem jst ended....but it feels like much much longer than 1 week...i mean...i've been out of d house before 10am everyday n only get bk home arnd 1am....dat went on since monday till thursday....wut was i doing out so late?simple...AIESEC...its a busy busy busy time rite now for us cz of all d planning...but i suppose its a must...better to suffer now n have a proper structured year plan to follow...which means d rest of d year will b easier...as opposed to relaxing now n suffering later cz we dun have any guidelines to follow...

yest...i self proclaimed it a holiday....nth aiesec...no classes...i jst slept...n in the evening i went out wv my bro for sum pool n beer...jst plain relaxation....

n today...its back to d madness....but i cant say i dun enjoy it...like aaron mentioned...i do enjoy it..granted its tiring as hell....but its kinda fun....like today i'll b going to pick up 2 dutch ambassadors....i mean...meeting new ppl is always fun rite?n even in d eb n mt...slowly...steadily...everyone is starting to get used to each other i think....yeah...i realized im rambling again....so i shall jst stop here...

adios amigos

Excitement

yes....i was down....i was sad...i was blue...i was depressed...i was wut ever lah...but its all over...over jst a few hours ago....at a point when suddenly none of those small things mattered anymore....u noe y....1 point of realization....

after 7 weeks of hard work....of literally sitting in front of my computer day in n day out...of driving rakawi practically mad with useless questions...after drowning myself in html n css codes..which by the way...i knew absolutely NOTHING abt before this....after losing my mind countless times due to IE being stubborn.....after going through theme after theme n editting colours n banners n branding sizes....n all that shit...after everything....its done...

www.aiesecum.com


dis is it...its finally up n running...i swear to god when it hit me that everything was up...that there wasnt a single page that sed "page under construction"...that it was done...i was sooooo freaking happy there were tears of joy streaming down my cheeks wei.....damn sentimental...

i really really wanna thank rakawi for everything he has done for me...for having thought me things relentlessly.....for being patient with me....thank u sooooo very much....

i wanna thank rene tan for giving me this chance....seriously...u showed a lot of faith in me by approving a rm150 a year expenditure...knowing that i knew nxt to nth abt web design...u still gave me the chance...n it seriously means sooo much to me u have no idea....n yes...i promise to hook up d site wv nuffnang n adsense as soon s a lil more traffic starts coming its way...

lastly...jst thank u to everyone who played a part in this...no matter how small....even if it was merely pointing out that 2 colours din match or it was the worng branding...jst any feedback at all...thank u soo much because all ur feedback made this possible...thank u!!!!:D

The Paradox Of Our Time

its written by George Carlin.....i've seen it a couple of times in different places....n have come to realize how absolutely true it is....

The paradox of our times in history is that

we have taller buildings but shorter tempers,

wider freeways but narrower viewpoints.

We spend more, but have less.

We buy more, buy enjoy less.

We have bigger houses and smaller families,

more conveniences, but less time.

We have more degrees but less sense,

more knowledge, but less judgment,

more experts, yet more problems.

More medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little,

watch TV too much and pray seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values.

We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living but not a life.

We've added years to life, but not life to years.

We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a neighbour.

We conquered outerspace but not inner space.

We've done larger things, but not lesser things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul.

We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice.

We write more, but learn less.

We plan more, but accomplish less.

We've learned to rush, but not to wait.

We build more computers to hold more information to produce more copies than ever, but communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion,

big men and small character,

steep profits and shallow relationships.

These are the days of quick trips, disposable diapers, and pills that do everything from cheer to quiet to kill.

It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom.

Remember, spend more time with your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it.

A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.

Give time to love, give time to speak and give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

Let your feelings out for they won't know how you feel if you keep them inside