interesting topic no?well....dats pretty much wut happened to me...my balls decided to go on holiday...without giving me any notice wut so ever...n they decided to leave on this holiday when i needed them the most.....
if this isnt god going "JUST FOR THE FUN OF IT..."(in a very indian accent)...what is?
so basicly u shud already have figured out by now that to sum degree this is abt me n a girl...n me freezing up in front of her...in my defence...her parents were oso there...as were mine...dun get me wrong...its not like i've nvr spoken to her in my life...i have...quite abit..jst on msn n sms....not in real life...
n she is amazing....nice girl...very charming personality...witty...beautiful...hot...did i mention she has a great personality?well...u get d picture....so there is her...n then there is me...jst me...plain n simple...taking 1 day at a time...jst straight wacky me...jst sum how when she stood in front of me...blankness...gone...empty...very disappointed in myself right now...no idea what went wrong...though im guessing mayb i jst expected too much out of myself...n mayb there were too many ppl there jst trying too hard to push me in dat direction...that they(not her) expected more out of me...not to say she din expect more...im pretty sure she did...heck...i expected more out of me...n now im jst rambling again...dont u jst hate it when u go around rambling in circles n dun make any sense at all?damn...rambling again...
well...got another chance coming up...i think...hope i dont fuck it up again...no plan is d best plan i think u noe...jst go there...zero expectations...jst b myself...n c wut comes out of it...end of d day...i do wut i can...leave d rest up to d big man up there...he is supposed to have a plan for each one of us...SUPPOSED being the very big keyword here....im rambling again arent i?wish me luck...
(in case any of u are wondering....yes,i do realize dat she could very well b reading this...in which case...i can only pray for best...though if god is in one of his "jst for d fun of it" moods...which apparently he is....then im screwed neway...im screwed arent i?im rambling again arent i?)
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Bwahahahahahahaha!
Approve my comments la you goon.
My comment had been posted to your chat space there just in case you dont know.
By the way, wish you luck on your next meeting man, remember to lock your nuts this time so that he wont go of wandering around the place while you need it bro!! :D
homie(hehehe housemate!!)
justa wanna wish u all de best...
DO THE RIGHT THING........
BE A MAN!!!!
keep me updated. i live 5 feet or less frm u!!
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