Single Vs. Taken

in case ur wondering y i can suddenly post a blog entry in d middle of d day in d middle of d week...its not cz im using working hours to do this...i jst so happen to have woken up with a bad bout of diarrhea...n hence i did not go to work...obviously...

so my completely and utterly random topic for today is singlehood vs being in a relationship...yes...im aware that is not the exact topic...but u get my drift...:P

y did i suddenly think of this?well...its been nagging at me for quite sum time...its no secret that i'm single n available....its also no secret that i have tried for a few girls from various races n failed miserably...but its also no secret that i was in a beautiful relationship for 2 1/2 years that ended due to my dads intervention....

now i'm single...n i'm happy being single...really...i m...i have a great time...i go to work..i come home...i chill...on d weekends i go out with my mates for sum pool n drinks...i hang out with my sis n housemate in shopping malls n stuff like dat...its great...its pure independence...i can say wut i want n do wut i want how i want n when i want...cz lets face it...there isnt another person that i have to think abt thats gonna be worried abt me or anything like dat...its beautiful...

now to d bad side...jst cz i'm single...doesnt mean the people arnd me are all single as well...a few of them have their significant other...their boyfriends and their girlfriends...n i see them...n at times it kinda sucks...cz well...they're all lovey dovey n all dat shit n im there n i cant really run anywhere anyway...but it does make me think sumtimes...how much i really do miss that companionship...n being in a relationship...

being in a relationship i assure u...is blissful...seriously...the companionship u get from that one significant other is amazing...its jst having this one person that well...understands u...n accepts u...n no matter how bad things get...they'll always be there right by ur side...n they'll always noe exactly the right thing to say at exactly the right time to lift ur spirits up even when ur at d lowest point in ur life....

but...it comes at a price...1stly...u dun have dat independence anymore...everything u do...everything u say....u have to remember that ur not the only one that will have to face the consequences...ur significant other will oso have to face the consequences...which ends up impairing d ability to do all the crazy shit u can n most probably will do while ur single...

the other price is the most dreadful...n this ur mates will pay....not u...n i've noticed it with all my mates...things change 180 degrees once they r in a relationship...i don't see them as often anymore...they r always with their girlfriends...n i dunno if its them or if its the girlfriend tying a rope around their necks...but its jst sad...more often than not when u call them out their replies are standard..."cant lah...going to gf place"..."cant lah...out with gf now"..."cant lah...ade made plans with her"...or.."too tired lah...jst came bk from her place"....u get d picture rite?

so which begs the question...me being happy abt my singlehood now n all...if the rite girl came along...would i really wanna get into a relationship with her?would i in turn end up like my mates now are with a collar arnd their necks?or does it depend on d girl?

of course...in the end...no one can actually answer my questions...d single ones are gonna tell me how great it is to be single...n d taken ones are gonna tell me how great it is to be in a relationship...which kinda doesnt help at all...lol

Exams

i hate exams....its like a repetitive cycle of birth n death...u die one day during an exam...only to be born again after that jst to die again in the next exam...its extremely annoying...well...at least for now...IM FREE!!!!

well...that is till next week when my next paper decides to come n haunt me again...like the grim reaper coming for tea...jst dat i dun make tea...well...at least not for the grim reaper...dat wud be like inviting death to stay...

but...until then...i can frolic around like a pansy ass idiot...not dat i m...but im jst saying i could...if i wanted to that is...but instead here i m messing wv my blog....u noe...the usual...adding LINKS...since Angeline complained that i havent linked her here yet...well...now i have...nicely linked her as Sarcastic Angeline...only cz her blogs name is Sarcasm is Beauty...hehe

n tmr is deepavali...or is it the next day?...oh well...smth like dat...basicly its a perfect excuse to drink...n with a party at my sister in laws parents house tmr nite...followed by a party at my cousins house on fri nite...dats a whole lot of drinking!!!wooooo-hooooo!!!!

well....i guess dats all for now....maybe ill tinker more tmr...got a couple of other add-ons suggested by angeline....if i see fit...haha...

tata...:D

Uni?Holiday?

bloody hell...i noe i noe...i've been neglecting my poor poor blog....but its not out of choice...i jst havent had d bloody time...i mean lets face it...i din even have time to go to class let alone update my blog....yeah....u guessed it...aiesec has kept me dat busy....forever on d go...

i was on d go for so long dat finally my body told me it cant take it nemore....n decided to force me to slow down....how?it got itself sick...been down with sore throat n fever for a couple of days adi...today was d worst....couldnt even get out of bed...so jst lay in bed d whole day...recovering...

i missed a lot of my 1st 2 weeks of classes...n before i knew it...im stepping into the 4th week of uni...n guess wut??i've got a freaking TEST on wednesday....bloody hell...this sem...this year...its a whole different ball game man....

so d question is...will i b able to do it again?will i be able to pull of another miraculous 4.0 this sem?i hope so...i really do....cz i need jst 1 more 4.0 to get my CGPA to reach that ever elusive 4.0....praying really hard...really gotta up my game this sem....

guess that kinda screws up my chances at having a social life or even thinking abt getting or going after any girl this sem....ah well....there'll b time for that when i grad i suppose...xcept dats wut my sis used to tell herself as well...then she told me that it wasnt dat simple...aih....

yeah...i realized im rambling again...its a side effect of a mixutre of panadol,water and whisky...yeah...whisky....my dentist fren told me it works...so im trying it out..lol

Its Been Ages

n indeed it has...the 1st week of sem jst ended....but it feels like much much longer than 1 week...i mean...i've been out of d house before 10am everyday n only get bk home arnd 1am....dat went on since monday till thursday....wut was i doing out so late?simple...AIESEC...its a busy busy busy time rite now for us cz of all d planning...but i suppose its a must...better to suffer now n have a proper structured year plan to follow...which means d rest of d year will b easier...as opposed to relaxing now n suffering later cz we dun have any guidelines to follow...

yest...i self proclaimed it a holiday....nth aiesec...no classes...i jst slept...n in the evening i went out wv my bro for sum pool n beer...jst plain relaxation....

n today...its back to d madness....but i cant say i dun enjoy it...like aaron mentioned...i do enjoy it..granted its tiring as hell....but its kinda fun....like today i'll b going to pick up 2 dutch ambassadors....i mean...meeting new ppl is always fun rite?n even in d eb n mt...slowly...steadily...everyone is starting to get used to each other i think....yeah...i realized im rambling again....so i shall jst stop here...

adios amigos

Busy Busy Busy

its been ages since i updated my blog hasnt it??well....cant really be helped...went to penang the day after my last post....spent d day with ferdy....it was great seeing him again...as it always is...then met up with laygeen,nadine n von....went for dinner....then went to watch pirates3....

the next day we started the camp...which went on from sun till tues....the camp was great...met a lot of cool ppl....easy going....made frens....but dats not all...it was an eye-opener...a lot of things mentioned at the camp i had nvr thought abt until then....

then i stayed on for 2 days in penang....spent sum quality time wv ferdy...jst got to chill....but he din have active internet there...else i probably wud have blogged then...got bk from penang on thursday....n on fri i drove my parents down to kl so they could take their flight to medan...been running arnd in kl till yest when i came bk....

a lot happened in kl....good things...bad things...this where the bitching comes in....sum ppl need to learn to mind their own business....i do not meddle in other ppls affairs until im asked to meddle in by the parties involved...n as such....i do not take too kindly to ppl meddling in my affairs....im a loyal fren n have frens who r loyal to me...when u speak against me...the walls have ears...remeber that....n its not always the most obvious person who u think will tell dat tells me...so be warned....meddle in my affairs again...n u wont b spared so easily...

A Mixture of Things

well...its been quite sum time since i last posted sumthing up here...been quite bz...came bk from iph....realized dat d only things i truly miss in ipoh is my parents n my home....other than dat...there aint much left for me there...its been a week of realizations for me i think...realized things i din before...learnt stuff abt myself...jst lil things...lil things that seem easier to accept after all the other strings that were keeping me down were cut loose...

one of th main things i realized is that i have a 2nd degree family that sumhow squeezed its way up the list of my priorities...i mean...d top will always be my true family(ie mum,dad,bro,sis,aaron,varun,jim,ruben,ferdy,mich).....d 2nd was friends...which has kinda been bumped to 3rd place n now shares the same amount of priority as studies n aiesec....

so wut is this 2nd degree family im talking abt?they're basicly friends...jst that they have seen me through a lot...more than any of my friends have...but not nearly as much as my family has....so they're kinda in between...but each of their friendships has taught me alot in my life...n i cherish these friendships a lot....in case ur wondering...the ppl i consider my 2nd degree family wud be jill,pinkie,eelin,cheryl,eileng,jason ling,jitvern n yee hui.....so jst thought i'd let u guys noe dat u mean a lot to me...:D

besides that...i've realized i'm a lot more willing to learn stuff n tinker arnd wv things than i ever thought...i mean...being aiesec um's supposed "tech geek"...i was supposed to set up a website n stuff....been working on it...its still in d early stages....but d more i work on it...d more i wanna learn abt wut makes it tick...d more i wanna tinker wv it n change it...its kinda cool....hehe

n finally...dat im happy...jst d way i am...i can actually wake up everyday now not fret abt d past or d future dat much....no more dark morbid thoughts of what if i did dat or what if i do dat...its kinda refreshing...waking up each day...giving it d best i've got...n jst being happy...im a happy person...:D

well...i guess dats all for now....:)

p/s: get ur sorry ass bk here NOW angrymedic!!!it needs a whopping im ready to give!