To My Angels

this post is a special dedication to all my angels who r always watching over me...

1stly of course....though i doubt they read my blog...my mum n dad...who have been behind me no matter wut i do in my life...even when i went way off the correct road...they walked down the bad road jst to pull me bk to the right side of life...without them,i'd b sum junkie in sum gutter if i were even still alive to begin with....so to them...i owe them everything i can gv them...i love u mum n dad...i may not say it as often as i used to...but it only deepens with each day...

to my brother...whom i nvr got along with until i came bk from switzerland...to a person whom i used to fight with n despise every day i lived...but now i look up to him...i c now that in his own way...he has been guiding me through my life all the time...he has thought me so much abt life...so much that i can nvr truly put into words...my only hope is that 1 day i can at least b half the man that he is now...if i can evr even reach that...i noe that ill b ok....so if ur reading this kiran...i love u...no matter wut has happened in the past,u hv always been there for me n i noe that u always will b there for me....thank u doesnt even come close to the gratitude i feel towards u but thats all i can offer...

to my sis....my sis who has molded me into who i am...who thought me how a woman feels n thinks...n who has been there backing me up in the worst of times...my sis who has ever given me advice on everything i needed...who has stayed up listening to all my pathetic tales...always there as a shoulder to cry on..i noe ur going off soon...but no matter wut...i noe ur always 1 call away...n in the same way...ill always b 1 call away if u need a shoulder...

aaron singh...my brother...in every aspect of the word except for the blood that runs through our veins...the only person alive who truly noes me through n through....the only person who has walked through the very fires of hell with me n has stood by me no matter wut...there r no words i can put down that cud justify everything we have gone through...but u noe deep down in ur heart n in mine...where we both stand with each other

ferdy and michelle....though we dun speak as much anymore...u2 have always been there silently supporting me even if u2 have no idea wut my reasons are...always there in the background urging me on...keeping me true to my ideals n principles...reminding me at times who i really m...n even though at times,mich,u push the limits of my patience n loyalty...u always noe jst when to stop pushing n standing ur ground...im eternally gratefull to both of u..

ruben,jim n varun....how do i even begin to describe the 3 of u...u3 have kept me from falling into the darkness n into insanity time n again...my hommies...my brothers...my pillars...i thank u for being there when i needed u...n even though u guys have nvr actually walked wv me through the fires of hell as aaron has...i noe in my heart that if ever the time came when i need u guys to walk through it wv me,i noe that u will walk wv me no questions asked...its a comfort n a blessing...

to lester n rakawi...my frens from kuching...my true frens...no matter how much time n distance seperates us...every time we meet...nth has changed...when im down..u guys always find a way to cheer me up...u helped me stay on the right path at a time that i cud hv walked bk down the wrong road at any time...always knew the real me...no matter wut the world said...i will nvr forget u guys...

last but not least...jill,pinkie,yeehui n eelin...my frens who have seen me through so much...whom have always encouraged me n kept me going...im truly blessed to have had u guys in my life..

these are the angels that r behind me no matter what i do or where i go...im eternally grateful to all of u all...i truly love n cherish every 1 of u all...thank u so much for being there for me..u all r truly the angels god has sent down to protect n watch over me...