here i am....1 year 5 months and 24 days since i was last in this state....my heart broken into a million pieces....n it took me forever to put the pieces back together...n even after dat...after all d pain n agony...all i had was a heart of stone...slowly n steadily....it morphed itself bk into a normal heart....
n then came along a girl....a girl that made me feel like all those long years ago...feel alive again...feel like she is worth it....u noe dat girl...d one where u dun care if u make a fool of urself in front our frens....jst as long as u can get her...its all worth it...d one dat makes u smile jst thinking of her...
n i like a fool...fell for her....n i fell hard...could i help it?no...i cud not...as aaron puts it...im a sentimental old fool....i put it all out there...i tried to woo her...n for a moment...a brief moment...it seemed like it was working....like i was getting sum where...i felt so strongly for her...n there mite jst b this one slim chance she mite actually feel the same way too....
then....all of a sudden...out of nowhere....i din even see it coming..."he is jst a fren"....one sentence....one simple phrase...n all the hopes n dreams...all crushed n destroyed....but this was it...did i mention i havent felt this way since my ex?well...that's that i guess....with one sentence....my heart broke....bk into a million pieces...bk to d way it was when i was forced to do wut i did....
now d question is...can i put myself bk together?do i actually have d strength?n if i can n i do have the strength, will i be once again left with a heart of stone?cz if dat is d case...i noe i dun have d strength to morph it bk to a normal heart....but then...will i even b able to put myself together again?every time i c her....my heart jst crumbles....how do u have a platonic friendship with sum1 u feel so strongly about?
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